The One You Love

How do you tell the one you love that you love them when they know it and say it back to you.

I love a girl with all of my heart that I am not afraid to say that to the world at all. I know I have been absent from posting on here and other sites I work for but I have been in another world that I don't want to ever leave at all. I love this girl so much I envision a future with her by my side going though the good and bad times. As a matter of fact I shown her just how much I love her by the simple things I send her and little letters I send her too. I have changed in many ways thanks to her that I can never repay her for that like you can't imagine. She saved me from myself when I was going though some hard times and I was there for her to when she was going though hard times and things were getting sticky too.

That is why in June 2009 I am heading out of state to see her and see that smile and those eyes for the first time. Pictures are nice but it's nothing compared to seeing someone in person. I am making this trip to see her and tell her just how she has made me feel and all the things I say I really mean no bullshit, no lies, just hard honest truth. Something about saying it in person means more then just writing it in a e-mail or saying it on the phone. I think once she sees me and hears my words that she will know just how much I love her and never want to let her go no matter what. I am going there to look around and hangout with her and have a blasting good time doing stuff. I really do see a future with her like you can't imagine, I have never felt like this before in my life to tell you the truth. She makes me feel so grand and great when we talk that I never want to hangup the phone even when I am super tired.

I am not afraid to say her name either, her name is Victoria. She is the prettiest girl I have ever seen in my life no joke on that nor no line either. I think she is just the prettiest thing ever, both inside and out. She is so loving and caring and willing to put others over self like she has done for her family and friends. She just makes me feel this rush of emotions that I can't describe, but all of them make me feel like the most important person in the world. She has a way that no matter what my day is going she can make it all feel better and make my worries go away.

I love her for her, her smile, her eyes, her laugh, her personally, her randomness, her attitude, her love in music, FUCK I love everything about her honestly I do and I mean it.


So if you are reading this Victoria just know that I James loves you and will always love you. Just know I would never do anything to hurt you or make you upset like others have done to you.


I Love you Victoria and nothing will change that ever.