Be My Valentine

I love Valentine's Day and hate it all the same too. I spend year after year of it alone here, not by choice but by design it would seem.

See fellow readers of this never looked at blog of mine, long time ago I knew a girl her name was "Destiny". Destiny was a girl I thought like me for me and wanted to be with me. Turned out she never like nor loved me and ended up hurting me in a way I will never forget no matter what I try to do. I did everything right with her and treated her as nice as you could imagine possible, some how that was not good enough for her never would be to her. I would give her little notes, flowers, and random stuff that made me think about her when I saw it. To her it never really matter I could tell and she just played along spinning a web to trap me in. When she finally sprung her trap I feel hard and thought I would never be the same again. From once seeing Love, Beauty, and Hope I only saw Betrayal, heartache, and Lies. From being a fun loving and happy go lucky guy I turned into a bitter, mean and violent person to know. I became cold and angry for a long time I lived like that.

But one day that all changed, I met a girl that seemed to have changed all that for me. She is a wonderful and caring person that saw me for me and didn't laugh nor run away. She gave me a new refound hope in myself and belief that I should not give up and just get back up and in it. It was a great day when I met her and it slowly turned into a great thing for me. Just her talking to me could lift me up when I feel down, just her mere words or voice can make me forget all my troubles and bring me back to life. She brings me hope and care along with her little ways that I just love.

Even knowing I can't be there on this Valentine's Day with her, I am there in spirit with her. Even knowing there is distance between us, it still feels like we are so close on this day.

I love you girl with all my heart, and nothing will ever change that ever.

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